Leader: John
Experiment 1: When
you are feeling low or troubled, affirm that this is just part of a larger
growth process, that since you have set a spiritual ideal, your pain is but a
part of a new self being born. Look for ways to appreciate the down times and
listen for God’s presence in the midst of them.
Experiment 2: Take
time to consider your own concept of God and His Spirit. List the ideas and
thoughts that you have (e. g., I think God is responsive to sincere prayer, I
think God’s Spirit is within every person. ) Choose one aspect of your concept
of God and write down two or three specific ways that you could work on
expressing this in your relationship with others over the next few days. Work
on giving this better concept to the world.
Reading
the last two experiments in the “experiments book” and choosing to work with
one of them during the upcoming week concludes our lesson, “Know Thyself”.
“Know
Thyself” is not an easy lesson. To look into the mirror of the universe, to see
one’s dark side, and realize, “yes, those annoying behaviors I see others do,
are the very same principles of the behaviors I do.” For example, I may not
feel entitled enough to demand money I don’t own from a bank teller. But I may
feel entitled enough to be late wherever I go, as in “rules don’t apply to me”
entitled. Those irksome behaviors are reflections of my darkness within;
darkness I can release forever! I can change my behavior. In fact, only by
doing so, can I let more of Divine Father-Mother’s God light shine through me
to others. Ouch! Let’s get to the next lesson.
John’s
suggestion to consecutively sign into Zoom for our full two hours meeting is
working beautifully. This was our second week to do so. Every member attended,
not all of us for the full time, but our meeting was excellent.
And
beginning with February leadership, his original suggestion to meditate before
signing in, to become better prepared to use our spiritual study time well, is
such excellent preparation for entering our Sacred Space on Zoom! If you
haven’t already done so, take an extra few minutes to try it.
Six
reported on our experiments, about half doing the first, others doing the
second one. Interesting was the the work done in truth telling and “seeking to
know what the highest Spirit Spirit within me wants for this relationship.”
This challenge yielded lessons learned and insights gained, or perhaps a deeper
understanding of a spouse, of the complementary balance of two contributing
completely different skills and talents that add up to “totally providing all
needs” for a long happy life together. Much inspiration was gained just
listening to each other’s results from our work with one of the two
experiments.
“What
is my Ideal?” is our lesson in “A Search for God, Book l,” begun by four Divine
Feminine Souls and four Divine Masculine souls and read through in its entirety
in one meeting! This is an unusual first, for a migrational ASFG group going
home to home to library to Zoom but meeting consistently since 1980’s.
The
affirmation on seeing humanity in our spiritual leader or “Universal Forces “
and God in people, brought to mind a famously enduring, well loved poem by
Robert Burns, modernized herein without its lovely Scottish brogue:
“Oh
the gift that God would give us to
see self as others see us.” Sometimes more than the afore famous quote goes on:
“It would save us from many mistakes and foolish thoughts. We would change the
way we look and gesture and to how and what we apply our time and attention.”
Also
recalled by our prompt, stated by a group member with excellent memory another
description of an Ideal:
“...Christ
consciousness is the awareness within each soul imprinted in pattern upon the
mind and waiting to be awakened by the will, of the Soul’s oneness with
God....” Edgar Cayce Reading #5794-14, given May 14, 1949. Recognizing
our Oneness with each other is another way to see this higher consciousness to
strive for, this enlightenment.
Yet
another member gave a Zen wisdom gleaned from “The last Samuri.” After a
lifelong quest for the perfect cherry blossom a realization came. There is not
just one single perfect cherry blossom. All cherry blossoms are perfect.
Or
our military servants in training learn to excel in cleaning, polishing,
presenting their best self for daily inspection. Every day another trainee gets
a turn of having their best undone, criticized, messed up, a metaphor on the
reality of life. There’s no protection for the beautiful, cleaned and polished
work accomplished. Life will throw mud on it, put it in disarray, perhaps
destroy it. Lesson learned is— keep doing our best anyway.
Thank
you, Greg, for sending out previously Cayce’s verbatim original readings, “What
is my Ideal?” And for sending us “The Ideals workbook” now as well. Every group
should be as lucky as this one is to have a great librarian like you!
The
challenge of this affirmation led to discussions on “seeing God in others is
fine, but surely one can’t see humans with frailties, dark sides, desires to
kill serially in God.” The qualities of evil, dark desires, cancer cells just
aren’t Godlike, are they? No. Not in our religious concept of an all knowing,
all loving, everywhere present, all powerful God of forgiveness. For some, God
is so great as to actually be the universe, the body containing multiple solar
systems , stars, galaxies. A Universe that expands each time a human soul
increases Zen, develops, evolves, loves more, learns to forgive (a step necessary
to open a heart wide enough to give and accept love). And yes, the quantum,
atomic level humans, the whole of which on earth can both have darkness or
cancerous cells and still be like just one cell in the body of God.
Mankind
can easily be atoms within God, with human desires, dark and evil deeds. “No”.
“Yes.” The discussion continued. Only the all knowing, the Omniscient Creator
knows whether the family members of a Jeffery Dahmer victim may have been given
(thru the grace of a loving God) an opportunity to understand the grief and
loss others relatives experienced due to their own killing of someone in
another place, another lifetime. Perhaps that which we judge evil is/was true
justice at work with opportunities for some to choose new ways, new paths next
time? Faith urges us to accept God is Good. Evil is but an illusion
mysteriously being used in some unknowable way. Isn’t it?
More
discussion to come next week on ideals and the presence of man in God and God
in mankind., etc.
In
loving Oneness,
Sylvia
Raye